(part 1)
I'm out of the trap, I'm free from this obession at last!!!!!I'm no longer depressed and I'm so happy now.I don't want it to happen again and it will never happen again....I promise myself that.This is the last and final message for this blogger....I am the ..... and the ......, the beginning and the end, the first and last.
(part 2)
I still love her deeply, so deep I can't get out. And she doesn't love me at all. I want to see her, I long to see her. she is like a drug to me, I need to see her...even from a distance. You gurl out there must think I'm totally crazy about her, well yes I am. I tell my friends I don't like her anymore because I don't want them to know how obsessed I am about her, everything I do has something to do with her. I reject other gurl because I’m so obsessed about her and I just want her to love me and no one else if that is the price I must pay. I wish she knew me better, I think that will give me a better chance but he doesn’t want to. I love him dearly and deeply. I vow everlasting love to rachel tan and time shall not touch or writher my love towards her. This is a vow I shall not break and I have not broken one yet
(part 3)
I finally reviled to her about who I am. I feel relief about it. He looked at me in shock for some reason. I feel much better now that I have posted this
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